I was proud of myself for going to the party.
I set boundaries before hand and felt like that really helped me to not be anxious.
My most recent ex always kept the upper hand kept me powerless.
So it felt really different and nice to be wanted and to have the power in an interpersonal interaction.
But I don't want a relationship so should I really go out on dates?
Both men were nice but gave me all the red flags I need in our conversations that night.
Looking back both my exes gave me those red flags as well and I chose to ignore them.
So I feel I should not complicate my life by letting these people into it.
But it was a nice experiment and helped boost my self confidence some.
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